| Be kind people, very much new at this.. |
[Jul. 2nd, 2004|01:29 am] |
yes, definitely new at this...
So i've been taking a look at anorexia and bulimia sites lately and i get the sense that most people who are anoretic take it very seriously. I'm a mere observer and haven't ever posted in those communities. I am not against anorectics, in a sense I can say that I do have an eating disorder of my own. But what girl doesnt? Lately, I feel like i've been steadily becoming more and more obsessed about wanting to lose those extra 10lbs. I am an avid reader of magazines and am up-to-date in fashion (some people call me a fashionista). I've played with Barbie dolls (youngster), watch lots of fashion shows and watch music videos. So one can't help be obsessed with those kinds of things in the media such as wanting to lose weight.
So what is this community about? I'm not sure yet. I'm not even sure if people will want to come here. But I can tell that people wanting to lose weight (like me) look underground to these communities that talk about pro-anorexia, maybe not to be anorectics themselves but to just curious at thin people or those wanting to become thin.. like myself. To not feel like the only people out there who worry about weight.
So my goal is to lose 10 pounds. I don't want to be anorexic because I can't just not eat food.
LW: 100 (I guess) CW: 120 HW: 125
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